Well it's sure been awhile since I posted here. Time still flies when you're not having fun. So here's a little catch up for anyone out there that is actually reading this:
We did move to Enid OK in April. After about a month of trying I did manage to find a job. And it seemed things were looking up. We purchased a beautiful new vehicle that I love and things were really looking up.
Since then my sister had a baby that she would never admit to anyone that he was coming so that was a big surprise to say the least. Since then my husband and I were really struggling with being ok with that situation. My parents who always preached that there would never do anything that would make them not love us have embraced her and her son seemingly without any qualms. It has taken us about 6 weeks or more but I think we can finally let loose of our feeling and learn to meet our nephew this weekend with love and smiles. It's been kind of hard on our marriage to deal with something like this. I would say this was something outside our marriage something outside the two of us. But our struggles of dealing with her dishonesty and my other family members happiness created some frustration between the two of us. But I think things are getting better now.
The negative thing is that my job is not what I thought it was and is something I definitely dont want. I am struggling to stay happy with myself and with this town when I am working at the job. I have continued to look for something else while working this job but I haven't been having much luck. I had an interview this week and I thought it went well but I haven't heard anything. So longer story shorter I'm frustrated and disappointed.
Uggg...this post is cheery huh? Well update on Dukie. She is a hole digging fool, she has has completely tore up our flower beds not that there were any flowers left so I feel like that was a good place for her to dig. And she was pretty proud of herself. She has been getting pretty spoiled lately due to a bad batch of chicken strips. Overall she is a pretty happy doggie. Plus her birthday is coming up so she has something to look forward to.
I guess that's all for today hopefully future news will be more upbeat. Stay tuned!
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