Well its March and snowing here today and the only one enjoying it around is our little pooch Dukie. She just loves to prance around in it and stick her nose down as deep as she can and then sneeze it all out. She quite the character. The husband and I have been contemplately alot of big decisions lately. Taking and leaving jobs, moving far away from my family. Really tough stuff. I didn't think being married would be hard but sometimes it just feels like you really do have to compromise yourself to make it work. I knew marriage was for life and that decision seemed so easy compared to this. Making the choice to live somewhere I don't want to live for probably the rest of my life seems so much harder than choosing who to spend it with. I can't pretend that this decision isn't what I want. I can't pretend that I am going to be happy because I know that it is going to take a long time. But like my dad says, "Everything always works out." And it does. Eventually the distance from everything I know and all of my family will not seem so big and I will probably learn to like things where we are going but right now I just can't be happy about. The move will be good for my husband. He will have a job that he likes with flexible hours so he can do what he wants. But I will be working while he has all that free time. I will be doing the same things that I am doing now for about the same money. I won't get that car that we've been talking about. I won't even get to see where we are moving until I get there. There will still not be our dream house or babies anytime soon. So I guess I'm seeing it as a step or two back. But I've got to quit this pity party of mine and get back to the point. Marriage is hard. Thats not an exageration. I don't think it would be any easier for a couple that might be more compatible. Squishing two people with two wants and dreams and personalities takes work. It takes practice. You have to love them with every fiber in your body because there is no room for slacking. You may have to give things up so that you can still work. But its all worth it in the end I just know it is. Hopefully if anyone is reading this your weather is more spring like than what we have today. Take care until next time.